Dec. 17th, 2009

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So I keep trying to take myself off the medication because I don't like the side effects. I'll do okay for a few days and then stupid things happen and I set my brain into a tailspin and just feel nothing but awful. It sucks and I'm tired of it. I just want things to be fixed.

Last night there was a fire at the maintenance shop for my work. Since I work in maintenance billing this is going to make my life SUCK. Also, the guy who provides me with paperwork and keeps track of everything is going out of town for 2 weeks starting next Wednesday and leaving his mildly incompetent underlings in charge, which means work will be sucking EVEN MORE. I'm sort of dreading the next few weeks. They're short weeks, too, which means I'll have less time to get more work done, and tighter deadlines and so forth. Bleh. Today consisted of a lot of being told things I'd done wrong. It's necessary so that I learn, and she wasn't nasty about it, but it's the sort of thing that just wears me down and makes me feel awful about myself after a while. I'm tired of being awful at this.

I'm getting sick, I think, and I'm exhausted even though parts of the reason were things that were fun (Bree visited, and we made linzertortes and it was great and all but squeezing it in between work and work kind of wore me out, especially with a 9-hour day today). This week has dragged on for-fucking-EVER, and I need to sleep for 15 hours and I need a hug and I need a new brain and I need a new throat, but instead I'm going to make some tea and try to ignore the upstairs neighbors being loud and try to get a little rest, I suppose.

This has been your Evening Whining. Carry on.


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