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I made a mistake.

Date: 2009-11-21 05:18 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Why? How? What?

Date: 2009-11-21 05:29 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Job. Things. Am freaked out and feeling horribly trapped and struggling to learn things and today I skipped lunch to work on an urgent project and by 4 PM I was tired and hungry and then something big went wrong, I lost something evidently and I don't know how, and I started crying and they sent me home early. No one's really mad at me except me but I feel like a worthless idiot piece of shit. Who is going to be trapped and friendless in Kalamazoo forever. Gneh.

Date: 2009-11-21 05:33 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Deep breaths. They help.
Even if you have to be a little behind, you need to eat during the day. Not eating didn't help your emotional state at the end of the day.

Also, I'm stuck in St. Joe for a few more years because I have a job here that uses my degree. I think I'd rather be in Kzoo.

Date: 2009-11-21 05:36 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
I don't have a job that uses my degree but then again I didn't really WANT one because I hate my degree. I guess it helped in that they only looked at my app because I was a K grad. I don't know that I wanted to do this, either, though. I don't know.

There's more to do up here but it doesn't help when no one wants to hang out with me. :-/

Date: 2009-11-21 05:39 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Yah, I have to work on finding people to hang out with now. I wasn't planning on ever returning here.

Date: 2009-11-21 08:34 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
I am always around kazoo, Kelsey. You'll catch on to the job just give it a little bit more time.

Date: 2009-11-24 12:18 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
I wish I was rich so that I could either fly you out here all the time or come and visit you all the time, dammit. I'm so sorry things aren't going well for you sweetie :(


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