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I would just like it if any aspect of my life made sense or was easy. That's all, really. It's not that things are bad, even, it's just this weird mix of everything feeling very constant and routine and simultaneously completely up in the air and confusing. Off-balance.

I am waiting for the part where my job starts making sense or being easy, and it is just not getting there. And now they want me to go do other things, on the shop side, which I expressed confidence in my ability to handle back when I was interviewing, but now I'm so rattled with everything else that the idea of throwing something ELSE I only sort of know how to do onto my plate is somewhat terrifying. And I'd be able to handle all that crap more readily, but the non-work part of my life feels sort of in disarray too, and it's all a bit exhausting.

I guess I'm not necessarily unhappy, but at least one area of my life needs to become manageable and/or logical in the near future or I am maybe going to go insane. I don't even care what... but something. Ugh.

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