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today has been long and strange.

mostly surreal, good strange/bad strange/strange that is both, and i could not even begin to guess at what my current state of mind is.

which makes me suspect that my brain has given up on attempting to process emotion, as it is occasionally wont to do, in the interest of maintaining at least some tiny laughable semblance of sanity.

whatever the case may be, i do not want to talk about it, so don't ask.

i think i am just going to go to bed.