Oct. 7th, 2009

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oh fuck. ohfuckohfuckohfuck.

i have completely made a goddamn mess of my life.

i know i know i'm young and i can fix it... but i seriously don't even know where to begin.

fuck.

fuck.

all I've done for the last few days is panic, basically. i'm so freaked out by the task at hand that i can't get anything done, because i'm so paralyzed by depression and anger at myself that i'm in this position.

fuuuuuuuck.

i don't know how to get myself out of this.

and i am finally out of money.

and fuck.


and all i can do is whine about it, which i'm sure is making people even more sick of me than they already were.

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