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[numberoneblind]

I actually got home from school before it was dark out. Wow. Amazing. Nice out, too, with storm clouds and such, which is of course my definition of nice... And I bought more hairdye. Red, purple, blue... hooray.


I'm feeling a little less numb than earlier (having to run lights for 2 hours kind of woke me up, because of the whole needing-to-think thing) but really I don't know if that's good or not. Because now the detachment is gone but the worry isn't since there's no reason for me to have stopped worrying, yet, and meh. I don't know. yeah. stuff. and fuck this stupid goddamn phone phobia.


I guess I should work on my paper now, if I can get my brain to shut the hell up...