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[numberoneblind]

Crazily short tech rehearsal... I got done at 6:30. Weirdness.


Today was pointless; rehearsal aside, I could've stayed home and missed absolutely NOTHING.



[Four TV Shows you Liked When You Were a Little Kid]
1. I
2. Didn't
3. Watch
4. TV.

[Four Places to Go in Your Area] Define "area".
1. The TA.
2. South Bend.
3. In the summer, downtown St. Joe.
4. ...There IS nowhere else.

[Four Things to Do When You're Bored]
1. Rip things into tiny little pieces.
2. Sit online.
3. Doodle.
4. Sit online.

[Four Things That Never Fail to Cheer You Up]
1. Loud music.
2. Long drives.
3. Solitude.
4. Bitching.

[Four Things You Can't Live Without]
1. The internet.
2. Caffeine.
3. Sleep.
4. My car.

[About Ten Years Ago *list three things*]
1. I was in second grade.
2. Due to allergy medication with unfortunate side effects, I was absolutely fucking psycho and an emotional trainwreck.
3. I did not have a single friend.

[Three Things about Today...]
1. We did nothing productive or relevant in any of my classes.
2. I fell asleep on Tim during 5th hour.
3. I had tech rehearsal after school.

[Seven things you Love]
1. Being alone.
2. Music.
3. Lightboards.
4. Tea.
5. Driving.
6. Sitting online.
7. Socializing with people who AREN'T dipshits (i.e. people who do not go to my school, generally speaking).

[Seven Things You Dislike]
1. People.
2. Rednecks.
3. Being sleep-deprived.
4. Bothersome parents.
5. College essays.
6. Shallow fuckwits.
7. Thinking about the future.

[Seven Facts About You]
1. I am a bitch.
2. I am antisocial as all hell.
3. I am probably clinically depressed but do not intend to do anything about it.
4. I have no self-esteem. At all.
5. I am fucking sick of most things about my life at present.
6. I am incredibly lame.
7. I am easily amused.

Last time you...
[ Had a nightmare ]: A few weeks ago.
[ Said "I love you" and meant it ]: Heh.
[ Dyed your hair ]: A couple of weeks ago.
[ Brushed your hair ]: This morning.
[ Washed your hair ]: This morning. (what the hell is with all the hair questions?)
[ Cried ]: Probably technically counted as Sunday morning but I'd call it Saturday night.
[ Called someone ]: I don't call people.
[ Smiled ]: REALLY smiled? Can't recall.
[ Laughed ]: If we're talking serious almost-pissing-my-pants laughing, then Saturday night. "COODIE!"

Do You...
[ Do drugs? ]: No.
[ Sleep with stuffed animals? ]: Not anymore.
[ Have a dream that keeps coming back? ]: No.
[ Play an instrument? ]: Guitar, not particularly well.
[ Believe there is life on other planets? ]: Yep.
[ Read the newspaper? ]: Yup.
[ Have any straight friends? ]: Most of the people I know in person are straight, most of the people I know online are not.
[ Consider love a mistake? ]: Depends.
[ Like the taste of alcohol? ]: Heh, yes.
[ Believe in God? ]: Not really.
[ Pray? ]: Hah. No.
[ Go to church? ]: Not unless forced.
[ Have any secrets? ]: More than I can count.
[ Have any pets ]: Two cats and a fish.
[ Talk to strangers who instant message you ]: I bitch at them and they go away.
[ Wear hats? ]: I look godawful in hats. Every single kind of hat.
[ Have any piercing? ]: One per ear, wouldn't mind a few more.
[ Hate yourself? ]: Very much so.
[ Have an obsession? ]: A few.
[ Have a secret crush? ]: Indeed. Let it be known that I'm a god damn pussy when it comes to initiating relations with anyone who interests me. <-- just leaving this response in place, heh. Along with a bunch later but I got too lazy to mark them all.
[ Collect anything? ]: Not really. My car collects pop bottles but I doubt that counts.
[ Have a best friend? ]: Eh... I dunno.
[ Like your handwriting? ]: Yeah, it's neurotic, which is fitting.
[ Have any bad habits? ]: I don't know that I have any good ones. (again, leaving original response...)
[ Care about looks? ]: Kind of. I make myself look decent in the morning and don't give a shit after that.
[ Boy/girlfriend's looks? ]: If I had one, I wouldn't. It doesn't matter and it'd be pretty damn hypocritical.
[ Believe in witches? ]: Wiccans, yes. Old hags who turn you into frogs, no.
[ Believe in Satan? ]: I believe in using Satanic references for humorous purposes.
[ Believe in ghosts? ]: Not sure.

Current:
[ Dress ]: Jeans. Black t-shirt. Black hoodie.
[ Make-up ]: Black eyeliner, bottle-green eyeshadow.
[ Music ]: My father watching football.
[ Taste ]: Ramen aftertaste.
[ Hair ]: Purple-esque underneath, freakish mix of brown/weird blonde/faded purple and red on top.
[ Annoyance ]: Homework. College shit. Parents.
[ Smell ]: ...Air?
[ Thought ]: My mouth tastes nasty.
[ Book ]: Frankenstein, for AP Lit.
[ Fingernail Colour ]: ...uh, fingernail-colored?
[ Refreshment ]: For some reason I'm on a tea kick. Tea, and peach-flavored Propel. I'm odd.
[ Worry ]: Future.
[ Favourite Celebrity ]: I pay no attention to such matters.

Who Do You Want To:
[ Kill ]: Many. Many people.
[ Slap ]: The girl who sits next to me in Ethics.
[ Tickle ]: I don't like tickling people... they usually tickle back, or bite.
[ Talk To ]: Very few...
[ Kiss ]: ...Heh.