damnit damnit DAMNIT.

don't you just love when you really need/want to talk to someone and they abandon you?


oh yeah, I know I do!


...yeah, fuck today.

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well, so I went out to dinner tonight... it was my grandfather's 80th birthday so we took him and my grandmother out to dinner. my cousin Rachel drove down from Holland too, so that was cool. he was totally surprised, only we knew she was coming. I hate dressing up, but I wound up just throwing on a red jacket over what were actually just some of my tech blacks (including spiffy new Tripp pants! whee!) and it was fine. so yeah, that was okay.


I've basically been doing homework all day. Had to update my portfolio (BLARRR!) and fix up my job shadowing paper (well actually I'm still doing that now). I also managed to pick fights with a friend of mine multiple times... I suck like that, meh.


I got two phone calls today. That's scary. I generally don't get two phone calls in a MONTH.