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...Gyah. I'm really depressed today and I'm kind of not sure why. just... bleh. and I'm trying to write a stupid poem for Brit Lit but my brain is just not working. meh. and I have a headache, and I'm bored even though I have entirely too much stuff to do. I wish someone would talk to me.


and I know this probably seems really out-of-the-blue. because all my posts lately have been pretty happyhappy and random and I probably seem fine. but you know what? I'm fucking NOT. I feel dumb talking about it day after day so I don't, but things are really shitty right now. I'm averaging at least one minor nervous breakdown a day and I have been for a month and a half now. So no. Things aren't so okay right now. Things fucking SUCK right now.


I don't know. Just... everything is wrong. And I don't see it going away...