"euphoria/has just been here/and she's looking terrible..."

I need to write something for creative writing class... I'm in the library now, but blah.I was going to write something tomorrow, considering that I should definitely have a topic then... but my mother is apparently planning something. But she won't tell me what. BLAH. I hate surprises. Call me neurotic but I like having as much control over things as possible, and yeah. Having to stay up until midnight doing homework because my mother made some stupid plans doesn't sound so great. And it's making me having to decline some offered plans and delay others. And it's stupid.


...Oh, tomorrow's my birthday, if you're wondering what that was all about... so yeah. 17. yay? all that means is a full license and the ability to get into R-rated movies, anyway. Bah. I don't know. After last year (if you don't know what I mean about that... ask, I guess, but I'm not going into it otherwise, meh) it's REALLY hard for me to think anything is going to go well at all. Blah.


I was in a good enough mood yesterday. But that went away. A lot, if you can't tell, heh...


...yeah. bleh.