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worked again today... 4 1/2 hours or something. what's sad is how much is left to inventory... 2 fields, and 5 bays, and all the greenhousey things... bleeh. I've done 13 fields so far.


came home and got randomly depressed and avoidant, which is always... fun. Yeah. Blar. Not really sure what that was about. And then of course, just because I felt like not talking to anyone, my parents decided to drive me insane and not go away. Got sent on errands and stuff. Stayed depressed. Finally I got sick of it and just went for a really long drive... driving is still nice even if it's not in -my- car. After about an hour and a half it was getting dark so I drove down to Glenlord Beach, which is all nice and abandoned-like, and sat there with the windows down and music on low, watching the sun set, for maybe 15 minutes. that was nice.


And now... I don't know. Just kind of neutral-okay, I guess. Bored and unmotivated. somehow it's past 11... huh, not really sure when that happened and why I didn't notice. Heh. Yeah.


(hmm, I seem to be on a bit of a Tool kick... not that anyone could tell that by my music selections, heh...)