ARGHDSDFSSFFBLARGLE!!!1#@$%^$

okay, so today = irritating. had to wake up at 7:30 to take my mother to work, like always, which sucked, like always. too fucking early since I usually go to bed at 1:30 or so... dammit, I shouldn't be sleep-deprived in summer. but anyway. so I went and worked out, came home (it was 10) by now and took a shower. this is also pretty normal for me. so at 11, my mother calls, and wants me to pick her up for some reason or another. now, this is not so convenient, because she works in Buchanan, I've already been there and back once, and my next plan was to go to Benton Harbor to volunteer at CWCC. these two places are pretty damn far apart. but, you know, I'm nice, so I go pick her up anyway. I take her home -- it's 12:15 or so by this point -- and then leave to go to CWCC.


( and this is the point when things start getting irritating. )

oh, and yesterday I went to Chicago and went to a Cubs game. Still lacking motivation to write that up, though, and also I think I've babbled on long enough for now.


parents are going to be gone tonight but I won't really enjoy having the house to myself if I have no one to talk to online or anything. anyone want to socialize? :/

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as a sidenote... I suppose the bright spot of today is that when I stopped at the Baroda gas station after taking my mother to work, I made a marvelous discovery...


...caffeinated gum.


OH HELL YES.


Heh. Two pieces = one cup of coffee. I go through gum very fast, so... 10 pieces later... heh. heh heh. Oh dear.

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Goddamnit. EVERYONE is busy tonight. That is, apparently everyone has people to hang out with who are more interesting to hang out with than me. I guess this shouldn't come as much of a surprise.


And I can't just go driving because the car is messed up.


Fuck it. I'm going to go play guitar or something, I haven't in ages. Pain sounds pretty okay right now and yeah, my calluses are gone. Never mind, that just depresses me more because I suck so badly. Blar. I don't know.