metaphorically speaking...

i bite when provoked. but not always accurately.

fuck you, fuck you, fuck you.

angry and bitter and hurt and frustrated, and part of me wants to say that i haven't been feeling this overall shitty since maybe February but realistically i don't think i can even get there anymore, which i suppose is good. still, i am at least more mentally fucked at present than i have been all summer, so thanks.

slide back

and i feel like now i AM 100% back to where i was this winter. i feel like shit, i'm lashing out, cried at work today... i haven't gone out all fucking week which i hate. i need to DO something, i need to not be HERE, but i feel shitty calling and bothering people.

the only good thing i have to say for today is have you ever just randomly grabbed a CD and had it be the perfect one for your mood? did do that.


things don't have to be this way
catch me on a better day