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thank you to everyone who offered birthday wishes

i would do this more personally but today is fucking awful and i can't even think straight

i didn't renew my national merit scholarship in time and now i'm probably losing $1500 a year... which doesn't sound like that much in the grand scheme of K costs but we can barely afford it as is... there's nothing i can do until monday when i can call and sit through an hour of pre-recorded shit until i finally get an actual voice to plead to, and in the meanwhile there is nothing i can do except sit here and fucking panic

i'm sorry i am so emo and worthless lately, birthday aside the last few days have really just been shit