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back in Michigan.

last night wound up being less "party" and more "all of us sitting in the kitchen sobbing", which turned into "all of us crying at Central Building", which turned into "crying in a taxi as I pull away, waving goodbye to my crying friends", which turned into "crying intermittently on the plane whenever my random shuffle hit a song that reminded me of them or of leaving".

i am completely emotionally drained, and i am getting chinese takeaway and finding a stupid movie to watch and going to bed.

i want to wake up back in scotland.

fuck. fuck fuck fuck.