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not really updating because no one really wants a view into the seething pit of negativity that is me and my life right now.

a quick summary, rather than 15 paragraphs of emo: i have no future, and basically everything has gone wrong for me since coming home in february.

i want something to work out well for once, but i don't trust in anything to at this point because every time i do, it backfires and turns even shittier than i could of imagined.

2008's motto: "fuck my life".