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blah blah waiting waiting blah

I just want things to fall into place, want something to do with my life, want to feel like a real person instead of someone sitting around rotting while they wait for their life to start. JOB. PLZ. SOON. Interviews have left me in limbo -- one went meh, one went very well, neither is telling me anything until next week -- and I know I should go apply more places instead of sitting back, but it's hard to make myself do when I know how pathetic my resume looks. Just makes me feel awful. I just want ONE of these to work out, even, so that even if I need to find a second job there is something more recent than a fucking year ago on my lame-ass resume.

And maybe then I can, like, meet people who actually want to hang out with me and have some kind of a social life again. That'd be cool. Because I am really, really not wired to go for weeks on end with no face-to-face human contact. Really.