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[numberoneblind]

today has been insane. and not really in a doing lots of stuff way.... just, I've not been in my room, all day, and it feels odd. woke up, took a shower, and went to lunch with Brent, which wound up translating to sitting in the restaurant above Fourth Coast until 5 PM. talking with Brent is fun but utterly exhausting because he is ENTIRELY too smart and there is no subject I can find to talk about that he does not know more about than me. so basically the entire conversation is me trying to keep up, and it's fun and intellectually challenging but after 4 hours of it part of my brain wants to curl up and hide. anyway, I got back from there, and ate dinner briefly, and then it was off to the show where in the grand tradition of the past week I did absolutely nothing for 4 1/2 hours except for setting out a few props at the beginning. got home at 11 and am sitting around drinking my rum & Vernors and being spectacularly bored. in a way escaping campus today was bad because it has resulted in me really, really not wanting to be here now but c'est la vie, perhaps it just means that I SHOULD get off campus more often.

despite feeling better I am feeling... slightly rejuvenated. the next week has the possibility of actually being sane and this is good. and I don't know. just... doing better than I have been for a while now.