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numberoneblind) wrote2007-04-21 11:24 pm
numberoneblind) wrote2007-04-21 11:24 pm
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so, i just made an executive decision against partying tonight. i'm in a good mood, and i had the opportunity to, but... i also know myself, and my brain, and i'm really really nicely chill right now, but i'm movies-and-friends drunk, not strange-houses-full-of-people-i-don't-know-who-are-loud-and-dumb drunk. i knew that once i was there i would probably have one of my stupid little overstimulated freakouts and not have fun and it would turn into a bad night and yeah.
so i'm faintly proud of myself, because i know myself well enough that i stayed home.
i'm going to drink a little more, and maybe take some pictures because i just realised tomorrow night is jucifer so i can't do it then, and then go to bed. and get up at a reasonable time, and it will be good.
this has been a good weekend full of good people, though, even if i am not partying a ce moment.
p.s. someone is smokin' up either in one of the rooms adjacent to mine or outside, and i am amused.
p.p.s. the drunks outside my window have a trumpet. i may need to find something to throw.
so i'm faintly proud of myself, because i know myself well enough that i stayed home.
i'm going to drink a little more, and maybe take some pictures because i just realised tomorrow night is jucifer so i can't do it then, and then go to bed. and get up at a reasonable time, and it will be good.
this has been a good weekend full of good people, though, even if i am not partying a ce moment.
p.s. someone is smokin' up either in one of the rooms adjacent to mine or outside, and i am amused.
p.p.s. the drunks outside my window have a trumpet. i may need to find something to throw.