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[numberoneblind]

so today is crap so far.


I might have to drop out of open mic night anyway, turns out. Because I have 18 paragraphs to write for Brit Lit by Friday, and the art show I'm in opens Thursday and I still have builds and gyah, it's just so much...


I also have a project for Econ I should be doing right now, which is why I'm in the computer lab and all right now, but my partner is gone and BLAAAHH. I don't know. It's due Monday and frankly I'm having a hard time caring at this point.


just... so incredibly stressed right now.
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was up until midnight last night finishing shitty essay for creative writing. yesterday was... interesting. I went from having a really horrible day to being in a really awesome mood for a few hours, and then by the time I went to bed I was horribly depressed again. and it hasn't gone away.


I was trying not to have a breakdown in Brit Lit today, and bleh, people piss me off... I was so frustrated over having this huge assignment on top of everything else, and the girl next to me is all dismissive, going, "It's not the end of the world..." Blah. I WISH it was the end of the world. Then we would all DIE A HORRIBLE FUCKING DEATH and there would be nothing for me to worry about. I hate life right now.


EDIT://My brain is really stupid and overdramatic at 9:30 AM, ignore me...

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My brain is really stupid and overdramatic at 9:30 AM, ignore me...

Mine too, I'm at my worst mood at 6:30 a.m. and my best at 3:00 am... maybe 4. It's a constant cycle of craziness X____x