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so today is crap so far.


I might have to drop out of open mic night anyway, turns out. Because I have 18 paragraphs to write for Brit Lit by Friday, and the art show I'm in opens Thursday and I still have builds and gyah, it's just so much...


I also have a project for Econ I should be doing right now, which is why I'm in the computer lab and all right now, but my partner is gone and BLAAAHH. I don't know. It's due Monday and frankly I'm having a hard time caring at this point.


just... so incredibly stressed right now.
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was up until midnight last night finishing shitty essay for creative writing. yesterday was... interesting. I went from having a really horrible day to being in a really awesome mood for a few hours, and then by the time I went to bed I was horribly depressed again. and it hasn't gone away.


I was trying not to have a breakdown in Brit Lit today, and bleh, people piss me off... I was so frustrated over having this huge assignment on top of everything else, and the girl next to me is all dismissive, going, "It's not the end of the world..." Blah. I WISH it was the end of the world. Then we would all DIE A HORRIBLE FUCKING DEATH and there would be nothing for me to worry about. I hate life right now.


EDIT://My brain is really stupid and overdramatic at 9:30 AM, ignore me...

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Today actually turned out pretty good. I actually -accomplished- something at build, I figured out the angle measures and design on the framing for a curved platform... which is fairly hard and stuff, so yeah. I was pretty proud of that.


I also tried to back over Richard (barodalove) with my car. I maintain that he deserved it. But my car didn't deserve to get kicked... arr. >P Good thing it didn't dent otherwise I would summarily have to KIIIIIIIIILL YOU, BI-OTCH. Heh heh. Um, yeah.


I'm just kind of casually ignoring the 12 paragraphs of Macbeth analysis I have left to do... heh.