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yesterday was fun, and today, event-wise, was okay, but everything fucking SUCKS right now and I don't know why. except that people need to learn that going away when I'm upset only makes things a million times worse. but whatever, I'm just stupid and selfish... I need to die or something.


going to try to write giant essay now. next week is Hell Week. so if I don't completely lose it by May 2 (and there is only a slim chance of this, really, because things are so goddamn bad right now...) I'll talk to you all in a week...