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I fucked up my English presentation. it was a group presentation so aside from humiliating myself in front of the entire class I screwed over the rest of my group, too. And I missed my due date for Creative Writing because last night I was too busy prepping the English thing to write anything. Couldn't get into the library at lunch to do it then. Went to Drama Club meeting after school, ran for two offices, got elected for neither. (Figures. Everyone hates me.) I need to get out of the house NOW before I bash my skull in but I have no one to hang out with and it's too fucking happy and sunny out anyway.

My mother says, "oh, people don't dislike you, they just don't KNOW you." No, they don't WANT to know me.

You know what?

TODAY IS SHIT.

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It bothers me that, two years ago, I was far better at drawing than I am now. I suppose I've improved a bit at drawing figures, and feet -- but damn, do I suck at faces. Hmh. It amuses me, though, that my style is still fairly anime-ish despite having not actually watched any of it in, like, years.


Maybe I should start drawing again. :/