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as much as I do not miss my family I'm kind of wondering where the hell they are at this point. because yeah, they went to Chicago over 24 hours ago, and I knew they were staying the night but why would they still be gone today? it's not like it's nice out and they'd want to go shopping or something. bleh. whatever.


I feel like Chinese but everyone is busy. Maybe I'll be a dork and get some by myself. Bleh...

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I'm sick of this fucking rollercoaster. For the last three days my moods have hurtled back and forth between "okay," "eh," "shitty," and "suicidal," even managing a brief stint of "happy" last night. Today has just gone downhill, it was fine before and now I feel like SHIT again. And I'm sick of dealing with this. The fact that my mood HAS been good at times recently just makes it worse, because it just serves as a disgusting contrast when I inevitably get depressed again. It would just fucking be easier to be kind of depressed ALL the time, at least then there's not all this goddamn shifting to deal with. I'm tired of it.

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For some reason I find this headline fucking HILARIOUS.





*snerk*