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I am bored. And, because the cast party fell through, distinctly Not Drunk, which is sad.

So I will take surveys. Feel free to ignore them.

( the sorry products of boredom )

...wow. okay. I fucking hate people. I fucking hate sitting here and answering the door and saying everyone's gone and closing the door and hearing other people come up and hearing "is anyone there?" "yeah, some girl..." some girl. some fucking girl. why do I not fucking have friends? why am always just fucking "some girl", yeah, you know, that one weird girl who lives with those cool people who you're visiting. i fucking hate this. this is putting me in a bad fucking mood and I am tired of it. OH MY GOD STOP KNOCKING ON MY DOOR FUCK THE HELL OFF. alright. i was in a neutral mood before, now I am in a bad mood. fucking fucking ARGH. i don't even know.

edit:// and people came back and there are people in my living room, people I don't fucking know looking at me like who the fuck are you and what right to you have to be here and I FUCKING LIVE HERE WHO THE FUCK ARE -YOU- WHAT RIGHT DO -YOU- HAVE TO BE HERE? i don't even know. i'm so pissed and bleh and... and sick of this.