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[numberoneblind]

I am bored. And, because the cast party fell through, distinctly Not Drunk, which is sad.

So I will take surveys. Feel free to ignore them.


Instructions: Go to your music player of choice and put it on shuffle. Use the song title as the answer to the question. NO CHEATING.

How does the world see you?
Jucifer -- "Superman" (har har)

Will I have a happy life?
Garbage -- "Sleep Together" (heh.)

What do my friends really think of me?
Incubus -- "Nowhere Fast"

Do people secretly lust after me?
Veruca Salt -- "Sleeping Where I Want" (heh heh)

How can I make myself happy?
Eve 6 -- "Open Road Song" (backroads driving is my de-stresser so this is creepily correct)

What should I do with my life?
A Perfect Circle -- "A Stranger"

Will I ever have children?
Bad Religion -- "Bored And Extremely Dangerous"

What is some good advice for me?
Deftones -- "My Own Summer (Shove It)" (...ahahaha, oh dear. that's a little hostile, survey!)

How will I be remembered?
Letters to Cleo -- "Sparklegirl" (o_O I am the OPPOSITE of sparkling.)

What is my signature dancing song?
Letters to Cleo -- "Laudanum" (XD I don't think you can dance to that.)

What do I think my current theme song is?
Goo Goo Dolls -- "'Cuz You're Gone"

What does everyone else think my current theme song is?
Eve 6 -- "Small Town Trap" (ahahahahahaha)

What song will play at my funeral?
Rammstein -- "Spring" (which if you look at the lyrics, implies my death will be a suicide!)

What type of men/women do you like?
Bush -- "Dead Meat" (AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. No, NOT a necrophiliac, dammit!)

What is my day going to be like?
System of a Down -- "A.D.D." (heh.)


...wow. okay. I fucking hate people. I fucking hate sitting here and answering the door and saying everyone's gone and closing the door and hearing other people come up and hearing "is anyone there?" "yeah, some girl..." some girl. some fucking girl. why do I not fucking have friends? why am always just fucking "some girl", yeah, you know, that one weird girl who lives with those cool people who you're visiting. i fucking hate this. this is putting me in a bad fucking mood and I am tired of it. OH MY GOD STOP KNOCKING ON MY DOOR FUCK THE HELL OFF. alright. i was in a neutral mood before, now I am in a bad mood. fucking fucking ARGH. i don't even know.

edit:// and people came back and there are people in my living room, people I don't fucking know looking at me like who the fuck are you and what right to you have to be here and I FUCKING LIVE HERE WHO THE FUCK ARE -YOU- WHAT RIGHT DO -YOU- HAVE TO BE HERE? i don't even know. i'm so pissed and bleh and... and sick of this.