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I post in here less and less. What's there to say? I am actually HAPPY this summer, honestly content with my life, for the first time in, oh, 4 years or so. Which makes me not want to go back to school, but c'est la vie. I have exactly one month left here, as I move in on September 13th. And in the meantime I will continue to do what I've been doing. Working and being with friends -- and it doesn't sound like much, I know, but it's SOMETHING... I like work, it makes me feel useful, and it gets me out of the house to go do shit, which is good.

I feel like I've changed a lot in the last few months. I don't know if anyone would agree, but I think I have.

(what scares me: will anyone at K notice, or will I leave this summer and go back to sitting in my room alone night after night because I am Weird Socially Inept Girl who no one wants to be around? i hope not, i hope not, i hope not... but I'm pretending not to think about it.)