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[numberoneblind]

I post in here less and less. What's there to say? I am actually HAPPY this summer, honestly content with my life, for the first time in, oh, 4 years or so. Which makes me not want to go back to school, but c'est la vie. I have exactly one month left here, as I move in on September 13th. And in the meantime I will continue to do what I've been doing. Working and being with friends -- and it doesn't sound like much, I know, but it's SOMETHING... I like work, it makes me feel useful, and it gets me out of the house to go do shit, which is good.

I feel like I've changed a lot in the last few months. I don't know if anyone would agree, but I think I have.

(what scares me: will anyone at K notice, or will I leave this summer and go back to sitting in my room alone night after night because I am Weird Socially Inept Girl who no one wants to be around? i hope not, i hope not, i hope not... but I'm pretending not to think about it.)

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[fiordelisa.livejournal.com]

Uh. Excuse.
One of my missions in life is to see Kelsey happy, in case you have not noticed.

Also - in case you forgot - you're living like 2 feet away from me next year and I'm going to be up your ass all the time so get used to it.

:-D CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU!

[numberoneblind.livejournal.com]

hehe. I have no problem having you living next to me and being up my ass. wait that sounds terribly wrong... um. butyeah. I think it's just last year was so sucktastic that my brain can't quite fathom being at school and having it involve, like... socializing. but I look forward to it!

there is a strong possibility that some furniture and I will be wanting to drop in prior to the 13th, so you'll have to let me know your schedule. perhaps we can do some room decor shopping, bwhahaha.

(yeah don't mind the crazy, I'm sleep-depriving myself right now, hahaha. i figure if I could do it at school...)

[fiordelisa.livejournal.com]

Well I'm getting in to Kalamazoo on the 7th and Holly is coming down to move her stuff in that day too. Mainly because she has all of my stuff as well, heh heh, and also because it makes life easier.

I can give you a call that day as well to let you know when I'll be arriving in Kalamazoo and when you can bring stuff in. I wanted to hit up the Bed, Bath, & Beyond myself, so we could make a day of it then. I don't know if we'll really need much in the way of actual furniture for the living room, I'm mostly looking for organizers for myself.

We could move stuff in during the day, see what we need and then head out for stuff *cough*and Steak 'n' Shake*cough* afterward.

[numberoneblind.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I'd like to get some shit moved in early just so I don't have to worry about it later, the futon will probably be coming up the 13th so if I can get other shit in ahead of time... not that it's a huge problem since my dad comes through like 3 times a week but yeah. It can hang out in the living room 'til I get my room key, you don't mind, right?

Anyway sounds like a good plan, I'll probably still be working a bit then so I'll ask the 7th off. :)

[fiordelisa.livejournal.com]

I might not be able to get into Kzoo till later (like 5/6ish) that day anyway, but i'll see what the deal is.