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so alyssa got an RA position. which is awesome and i'm happy for her.

but. we were going to live together when i got back from Scotland, and this means i am UTTERLY FUCKED. i seriously have no one to live with. i don't want to be on campus, but i probably can't find a studio apartment that's any cheaper, plus i really don't want the isolation of living alone off campus. suddenly next year is a lot more worrisome than it was. and worst, there's absolutely nothing i can do except be freaked out about it.

mneh...