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I continue to fail at LJ. Which is funny, since I'm on the computer plenty. but mostly, updating is depressing because there is nothing that seems worth talking about.

still unemployed, but hopefully that will change in a few hours. suckily, though, it's cleaning, which dsfahjdkaslfdsalfa, but at this point, need money don't care how. Sara and I are going to interview/work/something at 5, because she has multiple openings and we are both unemployed.

went to Kalamazoo on Friday, ran around town with Lenya and then split the most ridiculous sandwich EVER at Crow's Nest, then went back to campus and woke up Holly and we went to Shawarma House for shisha and then got fantastically cheap brandy and went to a few people's houses, and she got fucked out of her mind which was amusing, and then we went back to campus and slept, and then slept/did nothing all day. and then I drove BACK from Kalamazoo and loitered in St. Joe with Anna for a bit, and then I came home and knit like a fiend until 2 AM.

I know I need to be in get-a-good cheerful and confident mode, but I feel like shit... my mood is just off lately, and I'm being an utter cunt to people, and I'm tired all the time, and fdjskafl;dsa. I really do feel like I could just sleep for the rest of the summer and my life and those of everyone around me would be better for it. and I hate that my LJ is getting all emotastic again. home is just fucking me up.