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doing moderately better as long as i don't think about it.

currently torn: my employment options are sort of slim, and i've a chance at an unpaid internship out east. it would sort of fuck with my summer, but i suspect my summer to already be quite fucked. the reasonable part of me wants to believe i'll find something here, but another part of me really wants to go "fuck it, if i can get this i'll do it, it'll be good for my theatrical resume" etc. and it'd be nice to be sure about something in my immediate future. as long as i have my ms office/typing skills i'll be able to get "normal" work in those areas once i'm not on the schedule of K crazy, so i might as well build my -other- resume. on the other hand, it's july-august, which leaves june in a lil' bit of limbo as well as august once i'm back (need to find out from Alyssa when our next lease starts, also). i dunno and anyway still have to apply. i mean, i really want to make money, but i also really want to be able to be certain about something. bleh i dunno.

in other news, finallyhaveadirectingscenepickedthankGOD. ugh. that was sort of hell.

also, i reaaaallllyyyy should be in bed right now.