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[numberoneblind]

i asked myself was i content
with the world that i once cherished
did it bring me to this darkened place
to contemplate my perfect future?
i will not stand nor utter words against this tide of hate
losing sight of what and who i was again

i'm so sorry if these seething words i say
impress on you that i've become anathema of my soul

i can't say that you're losing me
i always tried to keep myself tied to this world
but I know where this is leading...

gracefully, respectfully
facing conflict deep inside myself
but here confined losing control
of what i could not change...

vnv nation, "epicentre"