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[numberoneblind]

brain death. this is bad -- slipping into shitty habits of not working, just sitting here staring at the computer doing absolutelyfuckingnothing for hours on end. even when i do have an asston of stuff to do. now it's 2 and i have to be up at 7:30 and i have polisci reading to do, of course. and newspapers to read also for polisci. tomorrow's a short class so i'll do my homework for my 1:15 after. this isn't healthy, though. because not only do i have an asston of stuff to do before tomorrow morning, i have to put together a presentation -- i.e. something i will TALK ABOUT for like 5 minutes IN FRONT OF A CLASS of people who already think i'm a dumbshit -- and come up with another bloody scene design for Godot and do fanciful sketches 'n' shit for all of them, and maybe a model for the main one, and motherfuckermotherfuckermotherfucker. i should not be this goddamn behind already.

full on regression really, tonight i dyed my hair instead of working, it's junior year all over again, only now it matters and now catching up is HARD.



it's easy to be gone
it's all designed to fade
it's easy to belong
to only what you made

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[bambigotapanzer.livejournal.com]

You know I have a shit ton of work to do also, and yet here I sit in front of the computer too. Sometimes you just want to sit around in your pj's and not have to be responsible for a moment