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[numberoneblind]

i just fucked up my acting scene -- my final performance thereof, WITH an audience -- beyond all possible belief.

there is nothing i could say right now that anyone would understand, nothing that would not seem like me being emo or an overreaction.

but i'm thinking it.

p.s. no one i know came. considering my performance, i can't decide if that's a good thing or a bad thing.

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[tea-and-muffins.livejournal.com]

as a former actress, I feel your pain.

but more than likely, no one in the audience knew you fucked up...audiences aren't that smart on average. :)

[r-macduff.livejournal.com]

I'm so sorry I wasn't there to comfort you, or to offer what little comfort I could give. I've fucked up in front of a lot of people before, so I can sort of approach understanding in that area.

I hope you feel better about it soon. I don't imagine that anyone there thought worse of you for it.