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Dec. 1st, 2003 03:15 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
numberoneblindblaaaah.
I have a Comp paper to finish tonight and I feel like COMPLETE shit right now. I'm tired and moody and every single little noise (including typing, so this will be short) is causing waves of pain to shoot through my head. The last fucking thing I want to do it read one more boring source and do more damn notecards and then try to write a paper.
meh. I hate this fucking drive of mine to actually do homework. I don't know why I care, all it does is make me hate myself more and at this point my future doesn't matter because at the rate I'm going, within a few years I'll have gone nuts and shot myself, or I'll just be so hopelessly fucked up that I have no chance of a functional life. whee.
blah, don't mind me.
I have a Comp paper to finish tonight and I feel like COMPLETE shit right now. I'm tired and moody and every single little noise (including typing, so this will be short) is causing waves of pain to shoot through my head. The last fucking thing I want to do it read one more boring source and do more damn notecards and then try to write a paper.
meh. I hate this fucking drive of mine to actually do homework. I don't know why I care, all it does is make me hate myself more and at this point my future doesn't matter because at the rate I'm going, within a few years I'll have gone nuts and shot myself, or I'll just be so hopelessly fucked up that I have no chance of a functional life. whee.
blah, don't mind me.
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Just care to much,
Date: 2003-12-01 11:52 pm (UTC)You deserve whats out there, and for you there is plenty.