"see how I break inside..."

[numberoneblind]

meh. I tried to add purple and it turned out too dark and now the contrast is gone and my hair just looks like shit. meh. it'll fade, but... meh. that just really bothers me. I'm so stupid. bleh.


my mother bitched at me for 2 hours this morning about how I need to decide what college to go to after I had a nervous breakdown about such.


and... there's some other stuff, but yeah, I guess I won't go there.


but bleh. today is really sucking. ::cries::