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[numberoneblind]

so I've been thinking a lot about this since my drunken freak-out night (if you are not one of the people who can see that post, be glad), and I'm basically 99.9% sure I'm leaving K after this year. having friends and being happier has only made it clearer that this ISN'T the place for me, in a funny way -- last year I wasn't sure whether the culprit of my discontent was the school or my not having any friends, and now that the latter problem has been removed I know that it's the former. I'm also pretty sure if I transfer it'll be to Grand Valley. they have a lot of programs that seem really interesting, it's still reasonably close to home... it'll actually probably not cost me THAT much less than K because I'll be losing all my scholarships, but the upside to that is here I have super-crazy pressure to be done in 4 years otherwise said extensive scholarships go right the fuck away and I'm stuck paying for a $32,000-dollar-a-year school without them. if it takes me longer to get the degree I want out of Grand Valley, then it does, and the cost won't change drastically.

of course, I'm sure I'll be looked down upon extensively by my fellow classmates for transferring to *gasp* a state school. however, I don't particularly fucking care.

also? OH MY GOD THEY HAVE A PHOTOGRAPHY MAJOR. not to mention THEY HAVE A PHOTOGRAPHY MAJOR. and oh, by the way, THEY HAVE A FUCKING PHOTOGRAPHY MAJOR.

not that I find that exciting or anything, heh.

Comments

[numberoneblind.livejournal.com]

Good to hear... what are you majoring in?

[tea-and-muffins.livejournal.com]

Communication Studies, minoring in Women and Gender Studies...

[numberoneblind.livejournal.com]

....haha seriously?

those are both things I'm considering, actually.

[tea-and-muffins.livejournal.com]

yah...no joke.